work in progress (1): The Erotica Writer

Life is not easy for all of us, there are many ways we feel a negative pressure on our presence on this earth. I know, these words have such a gravitas to them, but let’s face it. There is climate change, there are so many refugees, there is political oppression in countries you thought were happy to be released from Total Control (like Hungary and Poland) and then there is Covid. Oh no, not again! Yes, even I cannot avoid it. But not in the way we are all panicking about the pandemic, no I care about the stress it put’s on our society, people losing jobs, living in distress (because it is The One Topic on all news channels), the lives of youths being disturbed since they are not allowed to sport, go to school, etc. If it was up to me other choices would be made, but who am I?

Now that is a good question, I am just someone around and thinking about all these things. Asking myself two main questions. What does it mean for me, and how could I respond to it in a meaningful way. And you know what, it means little since I decided to let it go, and changing the course of history is definetely a no go area. So, forget about that. Look at what really bothers you is what I tell myself. There is family, work, and the things that make our clock tick. Well, I arrived at my topic! My purpose is to write about those things. And of course I hope someone will read my words, and comment on it. But on the other hand, I know it is unlikely. There are so many around with much better stories than mine. But if you happen to tune in at me, let me know.

So, the topic for today is my passion for Erotica. this is also how I found Medium. I was looking for a writer (Rachel Kramer Bussel) and her words inspired me to make a next step. Maybe you would ask, do you consier yourself a writer? Now that is interesting, the answer is yes. But isn’t a writer someone that is published? In general I would say so, but in my case I like to present myself even a writer being unpublished. I feel a passion about writing, and from the stories I have written so far, and stored safely under a heavy stone, I know I have stories to tell. yes, they reflect my own sexual desires. I love BDSM, I love Female Domination, I love to be a sub. in a way even genderless, since I crave the exchange of power, as long as there is Female Control. So, apart from stories I am planning to post, I will explore this topic in Full. I love to get a better understanding of my own desires in the process, and hope to inspire others as well!